Budak Sial.

As my title mention, yes, I'm the budak sial this month. Bad things came and looked for me. The first bad things that happened this month is my car mirror being broken by some fucktard and my belongings was stolen by it. I use "it" instead of him or her because i'll treat him as animal if i find it. I lost my begs, my notes which i put inside my files. I lost my "half year notes" which i need to lend my friend's notes and photostat. What a imposing and money - wasting task for me. I being groaned by my mum because she said i like to go out at night, thats why those "animals" aiming for me. Ah.. whatever.






This is what happened to my car. I removed all the tiny little glasses by myself and i sent to the workshop. It costs about RM200 something. I never meet such incident before and i learn a great lesson this time. I wont leave anythings inside my car and wont park my car in some spooky area.


The second bad luck things which happened on me was all about the pool competition. It is held by our school ECA. Due to some funny reason, they were not going to play pool ( 8-ball ) but 9-ball. I think most of you know the rules and how to play nine ball. I practised a lot for this competition but i lose in luck. In my first match, i played against my seniors, Daniel. I managed to pocketed mostly of the ball but i missed the second last one. I mis-pocketed my cue ball and he got the chance to put anywhere he likes. As last, he won the watch. During my second match, i lose in due to my careless. I would like to hide the cue ball but failed, letting my enemy pocketed the nine ball and i was totally stunned.



This is Daniel, my 1st opponent.


This is me, thats the ball i wanna hit but i miss, pocketed my cue ball and lost.

This is me too.

The lastest bad luck things which happened on me was fining, summons. The school and finally come out with such rules, that is our car is not allow to park along the road side anymore. A parents or sohai name Simon had complain to the DBKK and newspaper that our vehicles is the cause of traffic jam in the afternoon and evening. Therefore, i parked my car at different places which opposite my school and in front of a restaurant name "Man Tai". Guess what, i being fined by the Police. I have no fucking clue whats going on and my friend just told me that its not a parking slot. I parked there because mostly of my friend parked there and all of us were holding fining tickets right now.

See the fining tickets right now? My god damn friend purposely MMS this picture to me.
I think i need to go to Church, Temple or Mosque to pray this few days.

Prom Night

The first prom night i ever attend, and its know as Is nite by us. Its really really grand and full with glamour hot chicks. Its likely same as those installation night taht i had attend before.

Work as an usher, so had to arrive earlier. Take a picture before all the guest arrived.

Picture with Flavia



Picture with Cathy



Picture with Jocelyn and Clarissa




Picture with Jovi


Picture with CFC and Michelle


Picture with Chong Jack




Picture with Kim



Picture with Carmen Wong
Picture with Sohai Gary, sien walk with him, girls attracted by him.

Took picture with Chai Wan Wam

Another picture with Catherine..

Another shot with Ong, my group leader.

With Karen, she gonna left for JPA.

Took picture with fucking genius guy, a 15 years old boy who studying a-level.

Chai yi, but i didnt open my eyes.

Hi everyone? Doing good?

Its been nearly 3 weeks i didnt touch my blog due to my laziness. By the way, i am really busy with my school works. Within this 3 weeks, a lot of things happened. I went for Jolin Concert at One Borneo, managed to get her signature. She was extraordinary pretty. One borneo was crowded that night and i took around an hour to leave from One Borneo due to traffic congestion.

Besides, one of my close friends left IS le. His name is Samuel. He is one of my closest friends in KK. He's the first chinese friends that i know since i come to IS. His father ask him to stop studying in IS and switch to Nilai, he would like to continue but his father doesn't agree. He's the only friend that can do all the activities with me like Basketball, Badminton, Sing K, Talk Cock, Study in library, DotA, went to concert, last but not least, dancing and drink like a fish in Pub! Especially B.E.D! Haha. Too bad, he left. I doesn't mean that there is a boundary between my other friends, but all of them coudn't do all activities with me, like John, he couldn't play basketball at all because he said he got asthma wa. Gary, the rich guy never touch alchohol, Howard dunno how to play DotA. Anyway, they all still the friend of mine.

Its a busy week here in my school. Today was the Graduation Ceremony and tomorrow is the Prom Night, we called it as IS night anyway. Basically i didnt in charge of anything but they are short of man power, thats why i'm going to lend them my hand. I'm in charge of making the backdrop and it took 3 days to finish it. It was a nice backdrop, it looks grand, nice, glamour ....... However, we took it off after the ceremony end. So sad. Besides, i also in charge in bouncer, which is control the parking for the graduates, parents and students. Its really a tough because some of the parents are really a fucktard. We nearly involved in a fight with those fucktard because of their stupidity. I wonder how great is it if we become the jockey, the parking stuff wont be going that hard.

My mum call me and groaned for about 30 minutes. She was so sad about my brother result. He nearly failed all the subject. How sad. He is currently form 1 in Tiong Hua, my previous school which i didnt think its a good school overall. That sohai wanna follow my footstep until he choose to study in my previous secondary school. I was so worry about him, i want to give him a talk or a tuition or something else to change his piggy mind.

My dear had finally went back to KL. She told me that she dislike the life there, and i can sense from her too. Living with friends is that hard? Probably yeah. I hope everything will be fine after she moved out because i couldn't take care of her since she's in KL and I'm in KK. She mailed me a formal shirt for my IS night. How sweet is her. Muackss! He he.. My caring GF. Hope to see you soon.

Lastly, to all my precious friends. Is everybody okay? Always loving? Keep in touch buddy, ladies and gentlemen! Take good care of yourself. If possible, wear mask in KL due to H1N1 influeza, i heard there is an internal infection there. Cheers!

Fighting for our future

The first word i would like to say is, Congratulation to John the fuckface. He finally quit his job, who is a monk and managed to hook up with a chick, although not really a hot chick thou. The girl is, erm, short, smile all the time, dunno why, bla bla bla. Anyway, ask him for more information. I know this sounds unbelievable but its truth, John is dating right now. I would like to take this chance to grat Tan Kay Hui and Chin Yim Hong because they get a place in Matriculation, Labuan.

Remember my last post? I told all of you about a guy name Alvin and his Gf went to Labuan too? Guess what, she is back from Matriculation and give up on that place. She would like to continue her A level in IS. The first word i heard from her is " Matrix sucks!" I was like, LOL She told me that they need to wake up early in the morning to dance aerobic with all the malay girl, no offence to malay race by the way. They need to wear baju kurung to school every single day! Nowadays, both of them are living, studying happily once again in IS.

When i was driving just now, within 10 minutes, i saw 2 sport car which costs around 1.5million --2.5 million, which is Porsches and Lamborghini. The Porsches was b eside me while the Lamborghini was in the opposite lane. When i saw those car, i feel so envy and wanna buy one of them in the future. Try to imagine, it is so nice to fetch my dear out with those car right? I suddenly realise that i shouldn't feel envy because i was fetching 2 millionier or maybe billionier's son. For them, they didnt feel impressive at all because their parents might able buy it for them.

I had no clue whats going on in KL right now, which is Lo Yuan's house. I heard there is a quarrel between them. I knew that would happened but i didnt expect it would be so fast. They only live together for 1 or 2 week but sparks came out. I agreed she should move out to avoid more and further argue. Right now, i think she had get used of her life but i still miss her a lot. Anyway, cheers for all outstation students. Take care, which all of us are able to fight for our bright future.

Cheers up? Guess not.

Few days after she had left, i though everything will be settled. Having a normal life style, go to school, bullshit with friends and so on. Guess what, one of my friends name Alvin Wong and his mate, Tze Lei are leaving too. She got the offer letter from Matriculation and they both were facing the same situation as i do. God damn it, here comes my feeling once again. Nobody understand their feelings more then i do. Sending your own girlfriends is the hardest thing to do in the earth. After such incident, i often paralyzed myself with alchohol and pool and it works really well.

My friends often asked that where is the Alvin Lim which is enthusiastic all the time? I had no fucking clue on that. Today, 14th of may, is her birthday. We usually celebrate together although we are not suppose to do that during secondary school. However, this year, both of us were celebrating it alone. She told me that she was going to book the flight to KK initially but she changed her mind lastly. This is because she finally found her direction which is going to study at god damn sohai Tarc in KL. Is this a challenge? Once again, endless challenge? Both of us ran though all those blockage again and again and there is more and more in the future.

I had a small conflict with her yesterday. Its about her accomodation in KL. She claimed that the place that she is living right now is not suitable for her but i hope she can still live with her friends, which is also my buddy which can lend me a hand. I dont think she can handle well or be independent. She's always a weaklings in my mind.. Anyway, all the best to my buddy that is going to leave today. Hope to see you guys soon. Take care and cheers.

The day had finally, eventually arrived.

I had a great feeling towards her from my first sight, i was only a 13- year-old kiddo and that moment and i dont think i understand what the hell "love" is. I started to fall in love with her when both of us were working in a class's food stall. It take a long long time for me to tackle her, 3 years but finally i did it. Her appearance never ran away from my sight but not today. She finally left me, she went to kl. She left me, finally...


I remember everything about that day, every single minutes, every single action, every single step and every single place we go. I pick her up at the Inanam Terminal Bus Stop and she claimed that she was having a great pain of stomachache. I quickly drive her home for medicine and rest. I turned my sterring with 80km/hour and she didnt bucked up her seat up. Therefore, there was a bruise on her knee.


After taking a half an hour break, she was recover and we started our last date. I brought her to Damai for bread for no reason and i brought her to have a look at my school. After that, i drove to Tg. Aru and have a walk at Sunset Bar which is located inside Tg. Aru Hotel. Unfortunately, we cant observerd any nice sunset scenery because it was a cloudy day.


We had our dinner at Old Town Station in City Mall and i think both of us enjoy it. Lastly, i invited her to have a drink with my friends, to introduce them to my buddy as well. I slept over at her brother house that night. It was a tough night for me, I feel like, i do not want her to leave me tomorrow, i cant fall in sleep, i cry, over and over, alone in the living room until morning. When her brother came out, i pretend that i left something in my car and went out. When i sent both of them to the airport, once again, tears rolling down on my cheek. She request for a warm hug but i denied, for some reason.


I cant sleep well this few days since she left. She make me feel like I'm a useless crybaby. God damn it. I really cant let my hair down since she's in Kl. I bet she cant take care on her own, i bet she will cry easily there.. and more.. more...............................................

Quite unhappy..

Life is fast, I admit the idioms say that "Time and Tide Wait For No Men". Compare to my last post, it is almost one month. Now it is the month of May. May, for many people is a happy month because many people birthday. For example, Lim Chuu Yong, Lo Yuan, Chung Yu Seng, Lua Sook Sean, My Mum, Alex Lim, if others i forget sorry.. Lets said about 14th of May, which is my dear's birthday. I had ready a present and a handmake cake to her because i had no idea what should i prepare. I brought the cake to school and celebrate with her. She got lots of present too... It was really a happy day although we were facing the school's mid term exam.

Today is the Additional Mathematics test. I had only revise few of it and guess that my result wasn't so nice. However, what i worrying here is not my result, it my gf.. I had no idea about what happened today. Yesterday night, we still like normal, said goodbye and send a kiss to the message both of us sleep. When she arrived school, she sit down, didnt even look at me, and open a Add Maths exercise book. Same as me too. She talk with Pang, Chung, Bin and Lua but when she look at me. Her emotion changed. My mind was like " What happened?". I didnt care, maybe she in under some study pressure. After that, she give me the paper and said " Is this yours?" "No."Said me. Later on, she's kinda rude and said, "This is yours la. No one will use this kinds of question paper except u!" I qucikly show mine to her and she speechless. She walked away and put her bag in front with a harsh sound. *bang* * on the floor under the whiteboard*.

I know something might happened soon, I really dunno what the fuck is going on, what I am thinking is, add maths problem make her mads. When doing our 1st add maths paper, she didnt even look at me an eyes. Ok, never mind, concentrate is important. When finish the 1st paper, i take out some Japanese Weeds and give it to her. She loves Japanese Weeds very much and its seems like long ago i didnt brought any for her. Maybe 2 weeks. She didnt even look at me, and jsut grab it and throw into her pencil box. Fine~ Fine.. Add maths test maybe crash her nerve.. After that, when i back from canteen, i saw those Sea Weeds's plastic on my table. Maybe she ate it and didnt threw away. OK... FINE~ FINE~ I throw..

After finish the second add maths paper, means we can back to our home. I turned back and talk to Lin Yuen Ching, suddenly, something hit my shoulder. !@#$%^&*( She throw the Sea Weeds to me. She said she don wan. Give me back.. #$%^&*( If don wan cannot put politely on the table? Why need to throw? Can call me and ask me take it? #$%^&*()... She is not the only one who facing add maths, me too.. I am facing my add maths test too!

I really dunno our relationship will last longer or not. Is is the 6th month anniversary soon but... Can we last until that day? I wonder.. She didnt talk to me one whole day, even she is sitting next to me. Birthday happy, i put so much effort, i go to Lss house to learn how to make Cheese Cake, i practise at my home.. I call my fren and buy shoes. Only over 3 days, so fast? I received those things i hate? I really dunno i should get angry or mad or not. Is it i didnt enough concern to her? Man.. I know i shouldn't angry her but why i am so mad now?