Quite unhappy..

Life is fast, I admit the idioms say that "Time and Tide Wait For No Men". Compare to my last post, it is almost one month. Now it is the month of May. May, for many people is a happy month because many people birthday. For example, Lim Chuu Yong, Lo Yuan, Chung Yu Seng, Lua Sook Sean, My Mum, Alex Lim, if others i forget sorry.. Lets said about 14th of May, which is my dear's birthday. I had ready a present and a handmake cake to her because i had no idea what should i prepare. I brought the cake to school and celebrate with her. She got lots of present too... It was really a happy day although we were facing the school's mid term exam.

Today is the Additional Mathematics test. I had only revise few of it and guess that my result wasn't so nice. However, what i worrying here is not my result, it my gf.. I had no idea about what happened today. Yesterday night, we still like normal, said goodbye and send a kiss to the message both of us sleep. When she arrived school, she sit down, didnt even look at me, and open a Add Maths exercise book. Same as me too. She talk with Pang, Chung, Bin and Lua but when she look at me. Her emotion changed. My mind was like " What happened?". I didnt care, maybe she in under some study pressure. After that, she give me the paper and said " Is this yours?" "No."Said me. Later on, she's kinda rude and said, "This is yours la. No one will use this kinds of question paper except u!" I qucikly show mine to her and she speechless. She walked away and put her bag in front with a harsh sound. *bang* * on the floor under the whiteboard*.

I know something might happened soon, I really dunno what the fuck is going on, what I am thinking is, add maths problem make her mads. When doing our 1st add maths paper, she didnt even look at me an eyes. Ok, never mind, concentrate is important. When finish the 1st paper, i take out some Japanese Weeds and give it to her. She loves Japanese Weeds very much and its seems like long ago i didnt brought any for her. Maybe 2 weeks. She didnt even look at me, and jsut grab it and throw into her pencil box. Fine~ Fine.. Add maths test maybe crash her nerve.. After that, when i back from canteen, i saw those Sea Weeds's plastic on my table. Maybe she ate it and didnt threw away. OK... FINE~ FINE~ I throw..

After finish the second add maths paper, means we can back to our home. I turned back and talk to Lin Yuen Ching, suddenly, something hit my shoulder. !@#$%^&*( She throw the Sea Weeds to me. She said she don wan. Give me back.. #$%^&*( If don wan cannot put politely on the table? Why need to throw? Can call me and ask me take it? #$%^&*()... She is not the only one who facing add maths, me too.. I am facing my add maths test too!

I really dunno our relationship will last longer or not. Is is the 6th month anniversary soon but... Can we last until that day? I wonder.. She didnt talk to me one whole day, even she is sitting next to me. Birthday happy, i put so much effort, i go to Lss house to learn how to make Cheese Cake, i practise at my home.. I call my fren and buy shoes. Only over 3 days, so fast? I received those things i hate? I really dunno i should get angry or mad or not. Is it i didnt enough concern to her? Man.. I know i shouldn't angry her but why i am so mad now?