Cheers up? Guess not.

Few days after she had left, i though everything will be settled. Having a normal life style, go to school, bullshit with friends and so on. Guess what, one of my friends name Alvin Wong and his mate, Tze Lei are leaving too. She got the offer letter from Matriculation and they both were facing the same situation as i do. God damn it, here comes my feeling once again. Nobody understand their feelings more then i do. Sending your own girlfriends is the hardest thing to do in the earth. After such incident, i often paralyzed myself with alchohol and pool and it works really well.

My friends often asked that where is the Alvin Lim which is enthusiastic all the time? I had no fucking clue on that. Today, 14th of may, is her birthday. We usually celebrate together although we are not suppose to do that during secondary school. However, this year, both of us were celebrating it alone. She told me that she was going to book the flight to KK initially but she changed her mind lastly. This is because she finally found her direction which is going to study at god damn sohai Tarc in KL. Is this a challenge? Once again, endless challenge? Both of us ran though all those blockage again and again and there is more and more in the future.

I had a small conflict with her yesterday. Its about her accomodation in KL. She claimed that the place that she is living right now is not suitable for her but i hope she can still live with her friends, which is also my buddy which can lend me a hand. I dont think she can handle well or be independent. She's always a weaklings in my mind.. Anyway, all the best to my buddy that is going to leave today. Hope to see you guys soon. Take care and cheers.