The day had finally, eventually arrived.

I had a great feeling towards her from my first sight, i was only a 13- year-old kiddo and that moment and i dont think i understand what the hell "love" is. I started to fall in love with her when both of us were working in a class's food stall. It take a long long time for me to tackle her, 3 years but finally i did it. Her appearance never ran away from my sight but not today. She finally left me, she went to kl. She left me, finally...


I remember everything about that day, every single minutes, every single action, every single step and every single place we go. I pick her up at the Inanam Terminal Bus Stop and she claimed that she was having a great pain of stomachache. I quickly drive her home for medicine and rest. I turned my sterring with 80km/hour and she didnt bucked up her seat up. Therefore, there was a bruise on her knee.


After taking a half an hour break, she was recover and we started our last date. I brought her to Damai for bread for no reason and i brought her to have a look at my school. After that, i drove to Tg. Aru and have a walk at Sunset Bar which is located inside Tg. Aru Hotel. Unfortunately, we cant observerd any nice sunset scenery because it was a cloudy day.


We had our dinner at Old Town Station in City Mall and i think both of us enjoy it. Lastly, i invited her to have a drink with my friends, to introduce them to my buddy as well. I slept over at her brother house that night. It was a tough night for me, I feel like, i do not want her to leave me tomorrow, i cant fall in sleep, i cry, over and over, alone in the living room until morning. When her brother came out, i pretend that i left something in my car and went out. When i sent both of them to the airport, once again, tears rolling down on my cheek. She request for a warm hug but i denied, for some reason.


I cant sleep well this few days since she left. She make me feel like I'm a useless crybaby. God damn it. I really cant let my hair down since she's in Kl. I bet she cant take care on her own, i bet she will cry easily there.. and more.. more...............................................